How do you handle life when your boyfriend/lover/partner/best friend of 7 years tells you that they are no longer in love with you anymore? How do deal with him telling you that he still wants you to be the mother of his children but at the same time feels nothing for you when he kisses you? How do I comprehend that I am able to forgive you for the betrayal you did when I normally hold grudges for less?
These are the questions I ask myself every day. The man who I thought I loved me spent the last 6 months of our relationship falling out of love with me and said nothing. Yet I am supposed to heal and move on like the last 7 years didn't exist. I feel like a piece of my soul has died and often hear my heart breaking when I a sit quietly enough. Everyone around me says that I am going be okay. But how do they truly know that? How do I truly know that? In my short life of 27 yrs of survived worse (death of bothe parts) and have seen things I wouldn't wish on an enemy. But this lost has hit me far worse.
How do you survive the lost of a love one when their still living?
